Yeah. Yeah, I did.

[ The pressure and motion of Ellie's hand keep her grounded in the real world. Keeps her from floating off into her unhappy memories. She swallows, then presses the back of one arm against her eyes. ]

I just want to be able to tell them I'm sorry. I want them to know that I know I messed up.

[ Her voice drops away into a quiet almost-whisper. ]

I want to know I'll still have my friends.