[ It's said without hesitation or embarrassment. A raw, unfiltered statement of intent, of truth. She loves Adora, fiercely and without reserve. As a friend, maybe as more, but first as a friend who she would throw herself on any number of grenades for as long as it meant she could be safe and happy. ]
And I hate that I'm still in the dark here. Like... I can't really forgive myself for what I did because. No one who has the right to forgive me has actually done it yet. Not in a way that feels real.
[ She looks down at her fruit cup and ponders the colors and shapes within. Maybe there is guidance there or at least distraction. ]
no subject
[ It's said without hesitation or embarrassment. A raw, unfiltered statement of intent, of truth. She loves Adora, fiercely and without reserve. As a friend, maybe as more, but first as a friend who she would throw herself on any number of grenades for as long as it meant she could be safe and happy. ]
And I hate that I'm still in the dark here. Like... I can't really forgive myself for what I did because. No one who has the right to forgive me has actually done it yet. Not in a way that feels real.
[ She looks down at her fruit cup and ponders the colors and shapes within. Maybe there is guidance there or at least distraction. ]
I just have to keep going one step at a time.